ZaniZ

A 16 year old high-schooler playing video games. I wonder where I have seen this before.

As an completely and utterly normal teenager, I am completely and utterly normal. that is of course hyperbole as I am what people call normal-ish.
(self-proclaimed)

To be honest. in real life, i'm a pretty socially awkward person, I usually have nothing good to say and just focus on the task at hand. I always had an existential crisis if I didn't have anything good to say when I was in a conversation, if there was an awkward silence after I made a joke, I'd practically piss my shit. this is because when i'm in a conversation, I always choose the best possible thing to say, and if I do think that I said something bad, I would fall into the mindset of "Fuck! that is going to fuck my relationship with (INSERT PERSON NAME) so bad!" even though it did not change the opinion of the other party whatsoever, I keep telling myself that it really doesn't matter but I've never been successful so far in stopping myself from sweating a river when I think I screwed something up. that is why I do so well in school academically but horribly socially.

this does not mean I have no friends irl though, I still have plenty of enough people in our social circle that I wouldn't be considered a social outcast, thats why I call myself normal-ish.

but that changes when I get on the internet. because there is much less pressure when in a conversation with someone on the internet. I have an easier and better time getting along with people. and seeing people actually get along with me instead of just looking at me like white trash really lifts my spirits.

I just realized how long this about me is getting so I'm going to turbo speed this.

I'm asian. I have a shit sleeping schedule. english is my 3rd language so please ignore my horrible spelling. I love spicy food. I have a big brother and a little sister. I live in Canada and bunnies are fucking awesome, if you have a different opinion on that one. fite meh nerd.